I do a lot of chakra work and tantric practice, plus I’m a big dreamer. Do you think that I will finally disappear up my own chakra? (written with humour)
A. Well that would be interesting wouldn’t it!? You might just go up in a puff of smoke, which might mean a successful transition, transcended the whole caboodle, pppfff!
But……as tempting as it might be, and basically its part of the deal for “Chironics”, people with strong Chiron’s, to have at least a subconscious urge to escape the planet, its not recommended in terms of fulfilling one’s dharma and karmic mission...click 'Read More' below to continue...
That all this is in Aquarius also means you have to watch out for the tendency to think that you know what your child needs, when her reality may be quite different. There’s a feeling of emotional abandonment in most Chiron positions and especially in Aquarius which has a tendency to split into the rational to avoid the pain and the messiness of the emotions. From the child’s experience this constitutes a secondary form of abandonment and even though you’ve done a lot of work, it’s an important tendency to watch out for. Basically, for everyone on the planet, this multiple conjunction is meant to open up new, uncharted, unhealed and unknown territory, irrespective of how much work we’ve done, or think we’ve done.
So get closer to her as you journey this. Get supportive, nurturing help to stay grounded and to reassure her with things like quality bodywork. The dominant, non-dominant hand dialoguing of inner child work is particularly good for finding out what her reality is and what she needs from you, her adult, for support, to feel safer as these big things are happening. As much as she might be wounded she is also a source of great and simple wisdom about what you both need to heal. She is also a gatekeeper to more ancient levels of knowledge and power.
From your description, all this must be happening close to your South Node, which speaks of both ancient past-life karmas as well as gifts that you’ve bought in as a soul to work with, refine and bring into this one. You’re obviously connected to powerful healing and psychospiritual abilities that want to be manifested creatively into this life. This great conjunction will help enormously is removing obstacles to doing just this, including a tendency to get excessively caught in your own inner processes in a way that allows you to hide out at home and in the past. One of the gifts of the Chiron Return is to target our tendency to be subconsciously identified with the wounded one in us, so that we can fully, truly claim the healers and in doing so, get freed to live more from our North Nodes. For you this means really getting your professional life in true alignment with your ultimate soul purposes. What a gift!